how do you feel

how do you feel when you have nothing? are you willing to do anything to get it? have you ever been hungry? and tried evrything to get a job and nothng was going your way? i mean you did everything leagal, and finally you gave up? hell even stealing looked good. well let me tell you something, when you have nothing and i do mean nothing then by all means you will find away to get it! i have slept with really fat nasy looking guys to pay my rent, i have sold dope on the street corners just to have a goodnights meal. i did it all and would do it again or so i thought but then something happen in my life. i foung God. funny right. most people find him i thought was con artists or people who went to jail and wanted my damn money but i was wrong. when i found him i had nothing and nobody. maybe he found me... all this and more in confessions of a sinner

husbands cheating

my husband is in the military, and as i was checking through the web i found him on a site cheating! i was mad as hell. for a second i almost stayed. but then i decided to leave. like everyone else he has asked me to stay, he claims he loves me. and maybe he do but guess what he is still on face book saying our relationship is complicated, and telling me lets work it out. i decided to bring this public. to all the women, we have been toghether for almost eight years and we have children my brain says run away but my heart says stay.this is one of many stories in my book and one of many outcomes that you must read!!!!!!!!!